Shit, I'm screwed. U8 Why the hell am I laughing, again? ಠ_ಠ

Oh, yea, now I remember.

Have any of you guys been struck with that sudden pang...or.. impulse to Google your own name, out of morbid curiosity, boredom or to see if anyone anywhere in the world gives two turds about your existence, or just to weed out those pesky evil clones with the same name that seem to pop-up everywhere these days? All narcissisms aside, I'm one of those few losers who do.

And like all desperate losers who seek solace within the therapeutic comforts of internet search-engines, I take extra pride in any inane, minuscule form of recognition that isn't courtesy of one's own actions, and needless to say, it glorifies my otherwise pointless and banal existence.

In this particular case, I googled 'amateur1314'. After filtering and skimming through about 5 or so pages of ...'special interests' websites (there was one porn-star whose name was amateur1314. :U I had to double-check to ensure myself that I am not a porn-star.) , I finally found something of interest. Now normally, I wouldn't be all that surprised if a drawing of mine turned up somewhere in a livejournal or photobucket (rarely happens but yea..) and I'd usually just ignore them, but this particular blog caught my eye. Why would they (I'm not sure if it's a woman or a man..) use my self-portrait as an ID pic?

Aside from the fact that this is completely hilarious, this may be a sign...is it possible that there is a person who looks exactly like me who thought I made a painting of him/her as a tribute to apparent disregarded of the English language? \U8/ OMG!
Lol idk. It's just weird. And pretty hilarious, in that regard. And after that, more vag in my face. And a row of penises. And a really fat naked woman that might be the love child of the Michelin man and the Pilsbury Dough-Boy ( Can anyone say so-doh-meeheeyy? ) . Srsly. ಠ_ಠ

I intend to use ಠ_ಠ as much as possible since I went through all the trouble of copying it from some other site in the first place. ಠ_ಠಠ_ಠಠ_ಠ

ANYWAYS, do the deviant-art username google and see what you come up with. U8 The results may surprise you! 8U

Oh, by the way, I've realised something.. ಠ_ಠ your art is not safe on the internet. THE SHIT'S EVERYWHERE U8 [link] srsly scroll down. At least it glorifies my existence. (8